Thursday, March 4, 2010
i can feel another wave of emo coming my way...
i can feel her dark hands creeping over my mind...
i can feel it all falling apart in front of my eyes...
i can feel the hate building up inside of me...
oh what will be come of me???
my existence in fading once again... and i dunno what the signs around me are saying my i don't like how my mind is understanding these signals... god save me from what i don't wanna become... the days of looking and now working with people that will not help themselves and keep making life hard for those around them... this i cannot stand... what am i working so hard for??? i know its my nature but its slowly killing my in my mind and body... soon i will just burn out and fall apart in front of them... i silently cry out for help as well as a little attention but no one hears them... for they are hidden under a mask of happiness... will she help me remove this mask and show them what the real me is like under it??? she slowly is coming back and flooding my mind with thoughts of hate and anger... but i am en bracing them for i dunno what else to do... one phase came up yesterday while eating out at macs...
i only loved people, but no one has loved me back... i dunno how true it is but i honestly feel that i am that way...
this seems like a monthly thing... waves of emo-ness...
for now, wait for sunday to get unicorn gundam??? WHY WAS I SO LATE... NOW NO MORE LIMITED ED ANYMORE... AHHHH
died at
23:49
