Sunday, February 7, 2010
happy birthday to me i guess... but this years its not so happy
what drives a man to book out of camp at 1am to get home??? what drives a man to do unexplained thing bring more work to himself for on reason??? what drives a man to look back at the past year and ask WHAT THE F*** HAVE I BEEN WORKING SO HARD FOR???
well... its seems that i have been given the admin spec post in camp [the dream of many but not mine] and the lazy bum of the company gets the more important role of section commander... i can't take it that i worked so damn hard during the period i am in the coy and i'm given this f***ed up role that puts all my suffering in the pass 8 months to waste... even enduring the nagging and stupidy of that damn SSG fighting his favoritism and hate to get to where i am now... and now i can put all that training to waste by being given the post to stay in the office doing admin work and getting F***ED by my CSM... WHY did this happen to me??? is it cause i used up all my good luck for my life??? is it cause i'm just f***ed up??? is it cause i am inferior to that lazy bum??? is it cause i'm useless??? whatever the reason, its the sad fact... suck thumb again??? maybe... F***!!!!!
just to note, i only post when i'm emo... so to make it clear, my life is not all emo... only some times...
whatever...
died at
02:14
Monday, February 1, 2010
i pass my basic theory test!!!! thats all i wanna say really... other then i'm havingfun in camp and turning the big 20 in 6 days... damn i feel old
see what i mean??? haiz
died at
21:03
