Thursday, June 18, 2009
its been a long time since i blogged, partly due to time lack and partly due to the no mood to blog...
well,
BMT is over, for a week now[plus a few days] i made it through with not much but a few wounds mentally and stories to last a long time. i must, stop telling myself that my section mates do not dislike me for reasons unknown... its over now and i most likely will not meet up with them anymore...
well, i will be lying if i said that i was not to blame, my only saving grace is that at least not all of them were anti-me... only the
Strong will ones that lead others... but what can i do??? spending 2 years in
CJC has trained me for this kinda stuff... at least its over, and at least its only my section... this brings back an old statement i made last year...[ the more you get to know me, the more you will come to hate me] which seems to prove true again in
BMT... i can only
pray that this will not prove true
for the one i treasure...[but it seems it already is coming true]
another point to note about my return to
singapore is that i have gotten a new blade...
goldion crusher
ver 2.0... thought i will not be fencing for a very long time, its good to know that i can pick up the blade and fight it out when needed... oh i do miss my
Jrs so very much... and i couldn't meet up with them during this block leave...
haizone more thing that i have been spending my free time doing now is reading twilight... which i must say is sometimes a waste of time, when i degrades into a stupid love story where the two are just talking to and about each other... but then some parts are in fact nice... like the history and the constant danger the chars faces... but i still can't believe that
i'm reading it... damn WC go interest me...
hahaposting comes out tomorrow and i will see if my 2 months at
BMT was worth it or not... for now, slack until i cannot slack anymore...
HAHAHAHAHA
died at
21:38
