Wednesday, April 8, 2009
today marks the last time i fence before army... i must say, fencing is the one of the few things that i have that keeps me from becoming a hikki...
those few hours spent down at fm with friends and jrs really do allow my mind to relax from the emo-ness and everyday problems of life... also, i learn some stuff from them everytime i go down... and now taking up foil, the nights at fm become even more fun, the foil people are more crazy then the epee bunch... the sad thing is that i will notbe able to fence for the next 3 odd months due to BMT... but then some NS money will be going into it for equippment and new blade... i'm so glad i joined fencing, cause without that, i would not have met so many intedresting and great friends... knowing me, i would not have such a social circle without it... i truly am greatful
now that NS is just 2 days away, i'm kinda scared about the experience i will have in it... will it be like school again??? will that shit happen all over again??? will these 2 years be another living hell??? questions i ask myself sometimes about this future...i am kinda happy that the day i book in i will be alone as my timing is totally different from the others in my class going in the same day... lets hope i don't meet any of them in my company
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23:36
