Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i think its time i stop being so emo[maybe for this short while]
thinking back at this week and the week before, much has happened.... the return of didi was a great one that i enjoyed much... its been awhile since we got to talk and eat together as well as play... but this only brings home the fact... I NEED A JOB... i can't waste away at home everyday... somemore, i need money to go get stuff on my birthday... damn, i need money, i need a job...
what i can say is that these time alone gave me much time to reflect on the past and also learn that friends and the company they give is the best thing in the world... it is true that we only truly understand something when its gone... and thus i must treasure what little friends i have... but then there are problems with that as well... cause sometimes one can't help but ask oneself "what am i in the eyes of others?" and ask your friends " who am i to you?" i guess this question and many others can only stay in my mind... i must learn from hyakko...
the day out with derrick widen my knowledge so very much... never have i just gone to the library[EVIL] to read, i have rarely gone to get a story other then manga... all this has shown me what i have missed... and also what i read has increased my knowledge of the human mind bit i little bit... i may not understand most if it but the parts i can understand enlighten me...
i guess i should really improve my fittness over the few months i have free...i find i'm too slow in fencing and i need to increase my speed... yes... i need to increase in speed in both fencing and chanbara...joined in another training session with my jrs again and this time, i had to fight them as part of their team training... i may not be the best fencer to do this as i', not that great of a fencer, but heck, i get to fence... i must try and master this new move i came up with... must fence more...
i must say, i'm in love with godzilla once again... these few days of nothingness made me search up the old hero and find the old movies... it is very nice to relive my childhood days and watching godzilla again...i find that the older godzilla movies are much better than the newer ones... i wonder why...hmm...
died at
23:09
