Saturday, January 10, 2009
i think its a little late for the new years post about 2008 but i guess since i have really nothing better to do, lets do it...
thinking back into 2008, i must say it was fun... and painful... and and kinda confusing after a while... my life is still about the 2D world... my mind still in the world of its own...
never in my life have i felt like such an outcast even within a group... in the end, i can only go back to myself to think things through... one thing i ask myself is whether i will be remembered by those i hold dear... i know i am already "that guy" to some people already and there is nothing i can do to stop this... in the end, you reap what you sowed... nothing went in and so nothing will come out... i have seem first hand how forget-ible i am and its not a good feeling to watch yourself fade into nothingness like that...
damn it lah... i have nothing to write... whatever lah
died at
22:36
