Wednesday, January 28, 2009
this post will short as i have to work tomorrow....
today was my first day at work and it was boring and fun at the same time... printing and filing as well as com work is boring and all, but it beats lsacking at home big time... but thats not the real deal today... today is about the ALL MEAT BUFFET i had with my fencing jrs...
i will post about it again but heres what i ate...
well-done steak x1
rare steak x3
chicken drum x1
chicken heart x1
chicken breast in beacon x1
ham x2
pig thigh x1
fish x1
mutten x2
pineapple slices x1
sweet potato x1
can't go wrong with a name like that
thats half my plate
our fencing bottomless pit giving up
23:17
Friday, January 23, 2009
well, CNY is just around the corner and i have found a job to keep myself busy for the next 3 weeks... ya...
i must say, this week was rather hell for my legs, Tuesday i went on another cycling trip with rishi, joash and mei xiu... than today training with my Jrs back in school...where the hell did Mindy come up with this hellish training PT???
the cycling trip... same as the last one, only i met rishi on 88 on the way there[arranged meeting on bus 7487J] and went to pasir ris to wait for joash and mei xiu who are late...again... back at pasir ris park and that same bike shop, we rented our bikes and went off into the great unknown... the pace was slow as we followed mei xiu's pace and we got to the air port with no problem... taking a few pics along the way...[question of 2008, y do girls like to take so many pictures???]than entering ECP... rishi's bike failed and died, we spent an hour fixing the damn bike with the help of some kind Malay guy but still cannot save it... we had to leave it there and send MX back on a taxi to pasir ris while we rush[with tired bodies and legs] back to pasir ris before 8pm... after 4 hours of riding, we did made it back at around 8pm with much movitvation from that Mega MacSpicy i WILL eat after the damn trip... after a heated talk with the bike shop owner about the "lost" bike, we went off in 403 to have dinner and talk about old times... my Mega MacSpicy we a worth it reward after cycling for so DAMN long... 88 back to AMK and tranfer to 138 home...
today, went back to school alone [damn you joash and rishi] and greeted some old teachers and went for fencing training... free fencing was what i wanted but it seems that its PT day... damn... Mindy came up with this killer leg training that really killed our legs and my back[damn frog jumps] and i was so damn tired to fencing like how i used to and just fence the standing still way which kinda works... but then i only fenced one match [after PT and one before] before letting others fence... another mixed weapons day as sabarers and foilist take up epees and fence... and then there is Megan than i must really teach a good lesson to for her rushing fencing... but then... i can't... this new job of mine starts next wed[training day...damn it] and goes on for 3 weeks... means no fencing for 3 weeks and a last min rush before the Malaysia trip to train myself... damn that's not a good thing...
i wanna let my legs rest after i got home but its a Friday... to go with parents... means standing up in a shopping center... means my poor legs... tomorrow is sat and i must help my father clean the house for CNY... not something i enjoy doing since my friends wanna meet up and play in the morning... guess i can't join... damn it... whatever... to all happy CHINESE NEW YEAR..
us... to pay the fine
i never understood y people like to take pictures of the sand
its just that
22:17
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i think its time i stop being so emo[maybe for this short while]
thinking back at this week and the week before, much has happened.... the return of didi was a great one that i enjoyed much... its been awhile since we got to talk and eat together as well as play... but this only brings home the fact... I NEED A JOB... i can't waste away at home everyday... somemore, i need money to go get stuff on my birthday... damn, i need money, i need a job...
what i can say is that these time alone gave me much time to reflect on the past and also learn that friends and the company they give is the best thing in the world... it is true that we only truly understand something when its gone... and thus i must treasure what little friends i have... but then there are problems with that as well... cause sometimes one can't help but ask oneself "what am i in the eyes of others?" and ask your friends " who am i to you?" i guess this question and many others can only stay in my mind... i must learn from hyakko...
the day out with derrick widen my knowledge so very much... never have i just gone to the library[EVIL] to read, i have rarely gone to get a story other then manga... all this has shown me what i have missed... and also what i read has increased my knowledge of the human mind bit i little bit... i may not understand most if it but the parts i can understand enlighten me...
i guess i should really improve my fittness over the few months i have free...i find i'm too slow in fencing and i need to increase my speed... yes... i need to increase in speed in both fencing and chanbara...joined in another training session with my jrs again and this time, i had to fight them as part of their team training... i may not be the best fencer to do this as i', not that great of a fencer, but heck, i get to fence... i must try and master this new move i came up with... must fence more...
i must say, i'm in love with godzilla once again... these few days of nothingness made me search up the old hero and find the old movies... it is very nice to relive my childhood days and watching godzilla again...i find that the older godzilla movies are much better than the newer ones... i wonder why...hmm...
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23:09
Saturday, January 10, 2009
i think its a little late for the new years post about 2008 but i guess since i have really nothing better to do, lets do it...
thinking back into 2008, i must say it was fun... and painful... and and kinda confusing after a while... my life is still about the 2D world... my mind still in the world of its own...
never in my life have i felt like such an outcast even within a group... in the end, i can only go back to myself to think things through... one thing i ask myself is whether i will be remembered by those i hold dear... i know i am already "that guy" to some people already and there is nothing i can do to stop this... in the end, you reap what you sowed... nothing went in and so nothing will come out... i have seem first hand how forget-ible i am and its not a good feeling to watch yourself fade into nothingness like that...
damn it lah... i have nothing to write... whatever lah
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22:36
Friday, January 9, 2009
i was bored and nothing to do before open house... so there is this interesting list of questions rishi asked me to do...
#1 The first person who tag in your blog is?
rishi, I very sure… also he wanted me to do this… so, to rishi
#2 Your relationship with him/her?
a close friend I guess, for the pass year that I have known him
#3 Your impression of him/her?
the slacker who can sometimes give out really good advice… a really friend in times of need and when one needs cheering up
#4 The most memorable thing he/she had done for u?
simply being a friend of mine is the best thing I can wish for and the most memorable thing he has done
#5 The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
the person I like is……[person’s name cannot be shown][it’s a shocker]
#6 If he/she become your lover you will...
GAY… get away from me
#7 If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve will be...
lets change the question to just things he has to improve in… stop slacking when it comes to studies, but then, it doesn’t really matter now does it…
#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
run for cover… he has the backing of at least half the school…
#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
I have no idea… ideals maybe
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
I have nothing in mind really… maybe just go out for lunch and talk about the past???[damn I sound old]
#11 Your overall impression of him/her is?
A really good and caring friend… maybe one of the few friends that I can say I was very happy to meet in CJC
#12 How you think people around you feel about you?
crazy, mad, sick, too much of an anime fan, playing too much
#13 The characteristics that you love about yourself are...
Tolerance towards people… I can stand sometimes the worse of people… but there are limits
#14 On the the contrary, what you hate about yourself?
my “great” social skills, my “wonderful” spelling and my “perfect” eyesight
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is?
Sebastian Michaelis from Kuroshisuji
#16 For people that care and like you, say smth to them?
You might not remember me. But, I'm sure I would still remember that a person like you existed in my life.
#17 Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. Pass to people with blogs only.[maybe not be able to obey]
1. Rishi
2. Nik
3. Joash
4. joanne
5. ashley
6. cheryl
7. YC
8. Eirene
9. Jun jie
10. Didi
#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with?
some girl who is quite short
#19 Is no.9 a male or female?
Male
#20 If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
GAY…
#21 What is no. 2 studying about?
games maybe???
#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
the night before x’mas
#23 What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
I have no idea… damn
#24 Does no. 1 has any siblings?
i dunno...
#25 Will you woo no. 3?
GAY…but I don’t mind...
#26 How abt no. 7?
GAY…
#27 Is no. 4 single?
Yeah… think so
#28 Whats the surname of no. 5?
Toh
#29 Whats the hobby of no. 10?
playing
#30 Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
lol… they are gay buddys
#31 Where is no. 2 studying at?
Catholic Junior College till last Year. Awaiting enlistment now.
#32 Talk something casually about no. 1
we both need a job
#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
no and will not… she has someone else
#34 Where does no. 9 lives?
whampoa there
#35 What colour does no. 4 like?
I have no idea
#36 Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
They don’t know each other… but they might be if they knew each other
#37 Does no. 1 have any pets?
don’t think so
#38 Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hmm…
#39 What is no. 6 doing now?
in school maybe???
here ends this strange thing... have fun reading... time to kill that teo
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11:09
