my lack of a life.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

what a week...prelim hell

the week has been filled with papers that bring your hopes up and than slams it down so hard...

GP = GG... i tell you i'm gonna fail my A's cause of this
chem still can other than that dumb PP question that made me loss 8 marks
bio is no time to finish and a few blanks in the evolution question...[watching life in cold blood did help abit]
math is strangely do-able... for once, i tried and finish every question...o.O

and on to the teacher day gathering on the 29th
wasted alot of time in school watching screwed up performances and nerds dance... the only nice thing was the dance club's performance...

back to BHSS for me after the performance with QY...meeting up with old teachers and old friends rock... even if i wasted the whole day doing a whole lot of nothing... i did meet up with HY and dan again after god knows how long... and watching QY and HY playing monster hunter make me wanna play it as well... haiz.... but my PSP don't allow it...DAMN IT

than there is today... where i wasted just reading soul eater... enjoying the insanity in it... kinda feel that i'm slowly going down the road to being mad and insane...sweet... at least it makes life more interesting... better than the boring life i have now...

and boredom is going to school everyday next week to study for the exams after the holidays... there goes whatever life i had... and the fact that i'm falling sick is not a good thing... AHHH

discovery of the day
18/8/08
the loss is most pain when it was treasured all the time

19/8/08
things are not the way you think they are, they are never as good

24/8/08
does no one believe in maintaining the states quo???

26/8/08
i can't believe you have become the very person you hate..
if you are not wanted, y stay???

28/8/08
there is a limit to being late

note: i was very very very bored

died at
~~22:35~~

Friday, August 15, 2008

the week has come to an end and so has my night studying for the week... happy and sad at the same time...

haven't really done much worth blogging about... just that i drew something full again after so long of random art on my notes[math notes most of the time]

oh yeah... still got the pass-a-paper-around thing on Tuesday... haiz... sometimes i wonder if putting in effort is really worth the results... ah... maybe, maybe not... who knows??? maybe my existence will just burn out and no one will remember me...maybe that's better

and that [screwed] math test o Tuesday as well...

and the 6 hour non-stop studying on wed... adding the damn Cl B and chem extra lect and Gp extra lect into me already busy life... and all i wanna do is go into the library and study...

night study has been fun... studying with joash, nik, the 3 girls from T28[whose name i can't spell], rishi and joanne...haha...sweet... 4 days of studying without anime or lego to play with... and i can say i've done quite alot??? at least my chem revision file is filling up...thats a good sign... one thing i found out today... the bio notes for applications sux alot... i was more finding mistakes in the notes than really studying from them... but in truth, its cause i can spot the mistakes in them that i have learnt the stuff... if not, i might still be blur about the damn SCID and CF crap... its also in night study when i blur out that i figure out some facts of discoveries about my life... what great joy...

discovery of the day

13/8/08
misery seeks company[or one they think is company]
you truly think she gives a damn about your values and morals???

14/8/08
the fewer friends you have, the more you treasure them and the more you are vulnerable to them.

15/8/08
the more time people spend with me, the more they will hate me...
Selena, you were wrong...

died at
~~23:46~~

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Yes… I am free again… because tomorrow and the day after and some days after that are holiday, FREEDOM!!!

Talking about yesterday, I ended my fencing in school with the meng hwee challenge. Yes… I was challenged by 6 of the J1s in 15 point matches… and damn it was tough… and I haven’t really really really fence since the A divs, this is a rather interesting day for me…

One thing I wanna say to all the fencers I fenced yesterday, you guys were great with their skills and all, cause you guys haven’t really been fencing much, you lack the speed and reflexes needed… but it’s ok, it all comes with more experience… and thanks for making my last fencing day and days before my A levels such a great experience and time well spent…

the meng hwee challenge

the people who tried[from left...T,B,me,GY,YC and the girl, LF]

Yes, yesterday… from the start of the day I had this strange feeling that it will be a bad day… but I was proven wrong…

I spent quite a lot of time doing chem. With was strangely fun for me while I was doing it… I have found joy in doing chem… wtf…

I got my TTGL book back… thought there was no rush on this one, but it is always nice to some drawing material when I’m bored at home… Joanne, I hope you liked the book

School was not as boring as I thought it will be… I mean, there were 3 tut yesterday… but GP [should be boring] was interesting Mr. Chan showed us more of the pinky show which was very entertaining… I mean, when do you see people scolding their own country and being hosted on YouTube??? Chem [used to be boring after everything was taught] was interesting as I could just do question on my own… going back to the new found love for chem questions. Math [boring] was free time for me to do Bio… [Not the right thing to do but heck]

Class was strangely quiet today… yes… peace is always good…but… [Peace breeds complacency and ultimately leads to decadence, but if struggle is part of daily life, people will never fall into that trap…pumpkin scissors]

Now, on to today… Kim greeted me in the morning… DIE, DAY SCREWED… and she placed her *** on my table…AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

PE was fun… ya…great game of netball[not scolded for violence…woot] and I worked up a lot of sweat… which is always good…cause that means that I worked out…I hope… but adding to the meng hwee challenge the day before and this…I am one very tired wreak…

Yes… and I must add in the uber waste of time in bio lesson today… what a waste of time when people are trying to use math to a genetic cross question in bio… they wasted like 20 to 30 mins of time… which I used to read finish the and do one chem question before class ended… damn lah… the time could have been used more wisely… like go through other question…not get stuck on one genetic question where they are trying to force the wrong answer into the question via math reasoning in a BIO lesson…!!!

Rest of day was just the same… 2 hours of chem [sweet]

Met milu on the 167 again… like the 3rd time in 2 weeks… this is so strange… we never met up like this till just a few weeks ago…haha… at least I have someone to talk to on the way home… she is great company… better than most in the uneventful class[as compared to T17]…

And I cleared 6 ep of PoT today… omg…

That’s all today… tomorrow still have to walk to CCAB and dance some dance… myself, I’m looking forward to the walking more than the dancing… hey, at least we are doing it in style… the T-shirt design is DAMN nice… yes, design over use-ability…

And something I read in …

[As usual, I knocked first and waited for a reply before entering. Like a doll sitting on a chair, a cute maid greeted me with the brightest of smiles, like a sunflower greeting the sun. Ah, I feel so warm!

Nagato sat by the table reading her book, like a Camellia blossoming in spring. Argh, what kind of comparisons am I making?]

This somehow related to my life… ah…

died at
~~23:04~~

Monday, August 4, 2008

ya...more free day and i come and blog
more interesting weekend for me... fun, not so fun... sleep

1-8-08

today i have to hand in that damn NYAA report that has been bugging me for the pass 2 months... with a little big arguement between friends, we finally got the report in... and we made our way to TPY for a movie that we have been looking forward to for the pass month... the mummy 3...and boy was it a let down... AND THE DAMN PRODUCERS RIP KING GHIDORAH OFF AND PLACED HIM IN... i am damn angry at that... how can they do this??? Godzilla fans everywhere will be damn angry...

well... feastival of prise was damn good... first time there and damn it was fun... there is also something very funny about getting a msg asking where joash and i were sitted from her who was just 2 rows of sits away...the whole event was great and i really felt damn good after that... just not the bus ride at 1120 at night at indoor followed by the 1210 MRT ride to AMK to find the last bas of 138 left at 1145... had to take a taxi home costing my $6.60... ouch... other than that it was a great day...

2-8-08

SC4 at QY house... and i am hooked onto that game... custom character GGG and archer was fun... but the joke weapons are still the best... god knows how many food weapons there was... corn, hot dog, giant squid, meat bone...haha

FOOD FIGHT!!!

went for NDP after that [again] and again i ahve no idea what was going on with the whole performances... all i know is there was some fat lady singing and a bunch of people dancing on the stage... all i enjoyed was the fireworks... there is some strange joy in everyone just to see something go BOOM!!!

3-8-08

spent the day sleeping... yup just sleeping

died at
~~21:34~~