Tuesday, July 29, 2008
i finally have time to blog after finishing my NYAA report… these few days have been rather eventful for me…
25-7-08
Fencing with jrs is fun… very fun… well…its me 2nd last time I can go back for fencing until my As are over… went out with parents to orchard road cause my mom need to get some stuff… and this also means I get to go KINO…YES… only there did I found out that stuff in Malaysia is so much cheaper than Singapore… I did get a TTGL book… it was found in the games guide section and it was a gamble to buy it as I will not know if it’s a game guide or a anime guide… thank god the gamble paid off… I see my luck is not that bad…
26-7-08
Math tuition followed by going to Thomson plaza… there I saw… $18.50 for 2.5kg of rice… $62 for 0.443kg of beef and $140.33 for a bottle of ice wine… haha… the fairprice there really do have the finest prices…
27-7-08
After tuition I wanted to go school and study… I did… but the door was locked… when joash came, we went to TYP to try and find a place to study… library and both Macs full… in the end we went to LJS to study…
Ok…maybe life wasn’t that interesting but I had fun…and I still have new getter and POT to watch… and wtf with school rumble season 3 starting at ep 25…!?!?
died at
21:44
Thursday, July 17, 2008
boring hours drove me to pose... lol
haven't been doing much the past week, than today rush for 4 hours, than now nothing to do...o.O... strange world
well... not say not doing anything for the past week, i did went for a magic show/play yesterday at the esplanade with the WHOLE family... the magic show was nice and all... was spending my time trying to figure out how it was done... adding in the fact that i forgot to bring my specs...haha... couldn't see much... well the story was touching and all, it was done by a church [FCBC if i'm not wrong]. i did enjoy it...
i have also found a joy in reading this book known to be painful by the bio teachers... the origin of species... yes... it is a very interesting book to read and it also respark my reading craze that died when i finish reading the dan brown books... but now there is a new way of reading the book... i have downloaded the soft copy into my com and have transferred it onto my DS and i can now read the origin of species on my DS...hahahaha...
i am still under the spell of my beautiful being and i have not hurries to get out of it... surely this has got to be bad??? but i guess given my current state of being... having a pillar of support of sorts may be a good thing... how i and at the edge now is kinda freaky that i'm still going on...
i myself cannot believe how small my existence is now... i wonder if anyone is scared of being forgotten??? scared of being alone when around people... but even if i make my cries out to the world, none will hear me out, because my flame is too small or maybe cause there is someone who outshines my flame... every time i see the golden rule of humans being in play... what i can do to you, you cannot do it to me... if i can make you feel bad, you cannot do the same back... its as if the world is just taking everything away from me one by one... leaving nothing but the emptyness in life...
its as if he is out to get me... taking away and forcing his through my life... but i have no one to go to but him and yet its not any better... its the devil or the deep blue sea...
his flame out shines mine, to be seen from afar,
much like the sun overpowering the stars.
only when gone does he no long deny,
like the sun, when little stars shine.
died at
21:44
Sunday, July 13, 2008
long long since the last one... school has taken much time of my hands...
one thing take took up a lot of time is the NYAA report that i must finish by the end of the month... i almost done with it, only need to change my skill section into a day-by-day thing...damn... how to do that for toy making??? yes and the bearer of bad new for the whole report finished everything already...lol pro...
some stuff that i have noticed these few days is how a good friend of mine is not coping with the stress of being in the class… I feel very very sad for him as he is not looking well mentally… I just wish I can help him…sadly I can’t
been out last Saturday with QY to sunshine to get stuff… I got myself a TTGL figure that can pose…haha… quite nice only counting out that a part broke off today…haiz… but lucky can cover up for it… and it can perform that giga drill breaker…wonderful…
giga drill breaker
after walking around to a Conner selling *stuff* we found another show that sells models and figures as well but more of the USA kind of stuff…WWE and stuff… but amazingly, I found a ALT model kit in there… yup, time to start saving money… and also on the top shelf that it seems only I can reach, we found a Mazinkaiser figure with a shin getter 1 figure… god knows how long they were they before us coming along but it was what QY was searching for… yes… after playing SRW on the DS and PSP, we have found a liking for the Mazinger and his brothers along with the getters… yup, it was it come, watching anime made even before we were born, now I can say we have reached a higher level of otaku… its like leveling up in a game…
and speaking of shin getters… I have for some unknown reason found a great liking for them building on the liking from SRW… most liking its hearing all the stuff QY said about the series that I have found this strange liking for them…
new getter...ya...
speaking of stories from QY… yeah… the world might end this week due to an experiment in Europe. The people want to fuse 2 atoms together in the world first try at nuclear fusion… but what QY said is that they might fail and the atoms fold into itself and form a black hole on earth… which I need not say is very bad thing… or the energy released is so great that it forms a mini sun on earth… another bad thing… so for those like me who feel that the world is going to end… do what you always wanted to do and live for the last week of your life…
another thing that I found out is how beauty something can be… lately I have been looking at something to me is so beautiful that I can’t take my eyes off… I wonder if everyone has that one thing that to them is so beautiful that they can’t stop looking at it… what has become of me??? And just when things are beginning to look well in my life…ahhhh
and i last note... GGG has also caught my heart... i have no idea y... maybe cause he is the god of destruction... and i love destruction...
HELL AND HEAVEN
died at
23:03
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
After a wonderful day out with friends to the life of a student again... nice 2 days... yup
30th June
OMG...I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITHOUT THE CLASS TODAY
Ya... start of day must go school for chem spa... how great... nothing much there, just the normal chem spa. After the spa I went home to bath and freshen up to meet up with nik and joash to go watch a movie with T30.
Back at school, nik and I waited for the ever slow rishi and some T30 people to walk out of school and take bus to Far East and change to 124 to DB... MISCOM to the EXTREME!!! Joash and tiny went to summerset rather that DB... they had to run to DB from there to catch the movie... MISCOM to the EXTREME 2!!! We bought an extra ticket by mistake and had to call in a friend to fill up the sit...
Wanted is a damn nice movie... it made my wanna change my life... take control... time to talk to people... now it made me wanna learn how to use knives better... I am so going all out in chanbara now...
Went for dinner with the T30 people at the Singapore flyer... damn the wheel is big...damn big... very very big... we ate some KFC like fast food that cost much the same for a lot more... I could not finish my meal... that shows how much there is...haha...
Took 70M home with rishi, nik and joash, transfer to 163 home... but the ride took an hour... considering its from the city area to central maybe it’s not too long... my god did I have a fun day... ah... can rival the days I spent in Malaysia for all the camps and the fencing trip...haha... never to be forgotten...
1st July
School starts and I have already loss my mind... got up at 530 in the morning to meet rishi for morning run... in the end didn’t run cause the weather not good... wait... maybe it’s just a reason to not run...hmm...
Not much today... just got back the bio MCQ... can’t say anything cause people might come kill me if I did... well its nothing new but my existences is still growing smaller and smaller with each day... even good friends prefer to be with others than with me... soon I will just disappear and no one will notice... I’m sill praying that those important to me will not forget me...guess it’s not working
Speaking of this, I wanna commend on my class’s wonderful system of choosing sits... they take this bingo game with 24 little balls and roll and see what number comes out... the number determines where one sits... its fair and all...until one takes into account that the balls are not replaced... therefore the person at the end gets the last sit...another thing to take into account is the order of which ones spins the toy... from what I can see, those with higher rank in class have top picks... and “unseen” by others, they replace the balls and spin again till the sit they want is out... so these with a low rank or just those who are less cared about[hated]in class have last pick... yup... I had 4 balls to pick from 9,22,23,24[numbers very nice one... the sit all in one corner]... and that’s partly because nik was beside me and 2 person were not in class at that point in time...yup... what a fair system...
Ever had the feeling fate is toying with you??? I have that everyday now... I guess it’s the 2nd year curse that hits me every time... I will go against this... my existence will not grow smaller... I will prove my worth; make my mark in the world...
yup, burning out
One is alone, the other draws a crowd,
One wants to interact, the other always doubts.
They are friends, but far apart,
One treasures the other, the other leaves one in the dark.
died at
22:59
