Friday, June 27, 2008
right... the day after the H2 papers... now is the one week wait for the Us to come in... so not looking forward to it...
25th may
BIO paper was a DAMN KILLER...KILLER I TELL YOU... GG, GONE CASE, FINISHED... and the morning i got to school i see the sky i know is GG already...nothing more needs to be said... go home and emo...
yup... not good
26th may
MATH paper also GG... time to go home and emo my sad useless life away... i now understand why i bring a knife with me everytime now... its to use to kill myself when its too much... right and i must waste 4 hours of my time to do the damn CL B paper which was a sleeping period for me... i want to study chem!!!
27th may
chem paper... also gg...2 questions cannot finish... MCQ i was thinking off track... not to say the need to sleep keeps coming to me... haiz... just kill me already...
and the discovery of the day... my good friends joash and nik and i have this nice balance going on that i find quite cool... everytime 2 of us go crazy/mad/childish/high, the remaining one will somehow reamain sane and watch over the other 2 so that they do not cause too much problem... itl like when nik and i go high, joash is always sane to watch over us... and when nik and joash go crazy, i will be there to keep everything in order... this is quite cool i think...
what i find most interesting these few days that my existences seems to be growing smaller... my veiws and comments have not been taken into account... what i do have not been noticed by friends... what is happening??? am i just going to burnout or got rot away???... save for a few people, i have most likely not been noticed my everyone... haiz... is maddness not enough???
maybe one day i will make a list of the factors about my life that makes it very very screwed up... yes... one day
for now... i just hope i will not be forgotten from those people important to me... that will be the worse case... i hope and pray that this will not happen...
died at
21:09
