Saturday, June 7, 2008
i am begaining to like looking at the sky... given that i have nonthing better to lookat for the pass few days i was in school studying...
these few days i have been in school[away from the ever evil com]studying and hoping to get info into my head... now i have a choice, i would rather NOT study in the library... the PAC is still the best place to study... nice wind, nice lighting, my bag next to me and i can think aloud... ah... studying heaven... and yes... NO COMPUTER...
went back to fencing last friday... man have i deproved... all well... at least i still have the know how on how to fence...haha... and it seems that my Jrs have gotten they equippment... haha... great... now they can really train...and time for me to start making those 22 plastic shifts for my Jrs...haha... i am so glad that i have not lost my DnT blood...
watching prince of tennis these few days... what can i say... its like taking crack... i have to watch the whole match in one shot... i cannot stop in the middle of the match cause it will be hnging in my mind who won and how he won... all well... maybe its a form of destressing...
i have figured out that i may be one of the more unlucky person in socialty... i have seen cases where the very thing that i want to do is being done by a friend or happen after i leave the place... i have also seen questions with 2 logical choices and i randomly pick one of the 2 just the get it wrong... MOST OF THE TIME... it is very very painful to see the very thing i was waiting for to happen just when i have to leave... haiz... maybe i just have to accept this unlucky-ness of mine... get use to it, embrace it, make it my own
behold me... the bringer of bad luck...
maybe this whole thing can be solved if i can return to living in the real world again... because i am still living partly in the anime world and partly in a little space in my head full of fantsay and make believe...yes...but coming into the real world is kinda hard... should i try???
died at
23:20
