Friday, June 27, 2008
right... the day after the H2 papers... now is the one week wait for the Us to come in... so not looking forward to it...
25th may
BIO paper was a DAMN KILLER...KILLER I TELL YOU... GG, GONE CASE, FINISHED... and the morning i got to school i see the sky i know is GG already...nothing more needs to be said... go home and emo...
yup... not good
26th may
MATH paper also GG... time to go home and emo my sad useless life away... i now understand why i bring a knife with me everytime now... its to use to kill myself when its too much... right and i must waste 4 hours of my time to do the damn CL B paper which was a sleeping period for me... i want to study chem!!!
27th may
chem paper... also gg...2 questions cannot finish... MCQ i was thinking off track... not to say the need to sleep keeps coming to me... haiz... just kill me already...
and the discovery of the day... my good friends joash and nik and i have this nice balance going on that i find quite cool... everytime 2 of us go crazy/mad/childish/high, the remaining one will somehow reamain sane and watch over the other 2 so that they do not cause too much problem... itl like when nik and i go high, joash is always sane to watch over us... and when nik and joash go crazy, i will be there to keep everything in order... this is quite cool i think...
what i find most interesting these few days that my existences seems to be growing smaller... my veiws and comments have not been taken into account... what i do have not been noticed by friends... what is happening??? am i just going to burnout or got rot away???... save for a few people, i have most likely not been noticed my everyone... haiz... is maddness not enough???
maybe one day i will make a list of the factors about my life that makes it very very screwed up... yes... one day
for now... i just hope i will not be forgotten from those people important to me... that will be the worse case... i hope and pray that this will not happen...
died at
21:09
Friday, June 20, 2008
BAD LUCK HITS AGAIN
yes i have been experienceing another string of bad luck over the pass 2 days...
yes...starting with the fact that i still haven't gotten my blade back from coach yet after he forgotten to bring for 2 days...but i don't blame him lah...i mean he is busy... next is the careless me leaving my headphones in my pants and they got into the washing machine and are now un-useable...ya... time to get new headphones...
the worse case of bad luck is that my sandals are now spoiled casue of some bugger who stepped on my sandals when i was walking casue the sole to tear... cause it quite an old pair and the only sandal i have been using for a few years... its kinda weak...damn the bugger... now a have to get a new pair... ya... wasting more money... just what i need...
well i guess some good stuff did happen in this 2 days... met up with old friends for lunch+dinner at sake sushi buffet MADDNESS... yup 45 tako balls eaten by 2 guys... not to add in the 7 handrolls by QY alone... i also ate my fill... while is quite alot i might say... adding in the ice-cream and watermelon at the end...haha... i was still full at 10pm that night when we finished the buffet at 6pm...
the arcade trip was fun too... i beat beatrice!!! yeah... and that was after a year's worth of not playing RBF2...haha... garnet rocks man... period... HOD3 was fun...omg... 2 S rank for the stages??? how in the world did get that...and after not playing for bout a year... strange world...
what more needs to be said???
thats bout all thats happened these few days... other than the under17s match on thursday... but thats for the J1s to talk about...i'm just there to watch...haha...
died at
22:18
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
again this blog is abit outdated ah... just abit
another else notice that the night sky these few days have been quite bright for a night sky... something like a shade of orange...hmm... i wonder...
been studying these days but production levels are not as high as i want them to be...haiz... the fire that was burning at the start is been put out... still... have to keep pushing...
went to Didi's house in the weekend to welcome him back to singapore...haha quite fun... meeting my friends from sec school again... haiz... how i miss them... going for another meeting tomorrow...haha... looking forward to it...
speaking bout tomorrow... its the under 17s... i am in it but the Jrs that i have been interacting/helping/training are going to fight it out in their first competition... so place your bets on how many wash outs there willbe tomorrow... i'm guessing 5...haha... anyway... i hope all the trainings they had before this was enough... cause i know for my year it was not... and to note... the J1s this year are damn on about fencing... even more than me last year... they even go FM on their own to train...omg... and to those of you J1s who haven't collected your plastic tubing, please get them in the fencing room and pay me... i hope to see a great match tomorrow..haha
and i still have the damn NYAA report to write finish in a months time as well as picture taking for all of my model sets... thats gonna take some time... and i still have quite alot of anime to watch... and some to claim back from friends... I WANT MY TTGL BACK... also to note... i have gone mad... yup...mad
and i wanna beat this and use it ASAP
died at
17:36
Saturday, June 7, 2008
i am begaining to like looking at the sky... given that i have nonthing better to lookat for the pass few days i was in school studying...
these few days i have been in school[away from the ever evil com]studying and hoping to get info into my head... now i have a choice, i would rather NOT study in the library... the PAC is still the best place to study... nice wind, nice lighting, my bag next to me and i can think aloud... ah... studying heaven... and yes... NO COMPUTER...
went back to fencing last friday... man have i deproved... all well... at least i still have the know how on how to fence...haha... and it seems that my Jrs have gotten they equippment... haha... great... now they can really train...and time for me to start making those 22 plastic shifts for my Jrs...haha... i am so glad that i have not lost my DnT blood...
watching prince of tennis these few days... what can i say... its like taking crack... i have to watch the whole match in one shot... i cannot stop in the middle of the match cause it will be hnging in my mind who won and how he won... all well... maybe its a form of destressing...
i have figured out that i may be one of the more unlucky person in socialty... i have seen cases where the very thing that i want to do is being done by a friend or happen after i leave the place... i have also seen questions with 2 logical choices and i randomly pick one of the 2 just the get it wrong... MOST OF THE TIME... it is very very painful to see the very thing i was waiting for to happen just when i have to leave... haiz... maybe i just have to accept this unlucky-ness of mine... get use to it, embrace it, make it my own
behold me... the bringer of bad luck...
maybe this whole thing can be solved if i can return to living in the real world again... because i am still living partly in the anime world and partly in a little space in my head full of fantsay and make believe...yes...but coming into the real world is kinda hard... should i try???
died at
23:20
