Saturday, March 29, 2008
haven't posted for a long time... these few days have been hellish for me... too many things going wrong and too many thing to do... but i somehow found the will to blog...
few days ago, i had a dream that compiled me to write 32 lines for her... i may not even know who "her" is but somehow i wanted to write it... enjoy...
you are one who changed the way i think,
is it you whom i see in my dreams?
you are a fine lady,fragile and fair,
being without you is a feeling i cannot bare.
sometimes when
i'm in darkest night,
i look to you to find the light.
sometimes when
i'm in pain,
i look to you and
i'm fine again.
i have watched
silently for some time,
wishing that all will be fine.
i wish to help you as much as i can,
for you i will become a gentleman.
talking to you is great,
a feeling nothing can fake.
being with you time
flies,
i dread the moment i must wave goodbye.
watching you there by yourself,
how i wish i can
accompany you with myself.
watching your back as you walk away,
how i would like to walk by your side, if you may.
maybe
i'm too rush,
make
i'm not trying hard enough.
whatever the case may be,
i hope that you do not hate me.
even if nothing is happening today,
i sometimes hope that the is a way.
all i can do now is to look to tomorrow,
and wish that it bares no more sorrows.
the few hours i spent with her,
are surely time i will treasure.
we have few in common, sad to say,
but friends i hope to be, everyday.
too many things have got wrong these weeks that i have given up on accounting them... i just hope that the following days will be better... hope is strong word to use here... for i am really just living each day as it is...
died at
23:26
