Friday, February 1, 2008
the week has ended...
today was hell...wait...this week was hell... test after test and a broken phone, mind and heart. how bad can it get??? i'm lossing my mind these few days... strange ideas going through my mind... like how i can looking more at how the hairstyles of a girl look rather than they face... ah... my mind is slowly rotting off into nothingness... the tests today also did not go well...math i dunno how to do the questions...die already lah...
this morning showed me a great insight into the workings of the class... i can't really understand what the girls of the class are thinking... just because the one who normally get the key did not come today, does that mean that you guys don't need to get the key??? well... had the back door been lock, this problem will not happen as someone will go and get the key... but it so happen that the back door was not lock and they just used the back door to enter the class today. therefore no one bothered to get the key to open the front door. and their excuse for not getting the key is because its not their duty to... what kind of **** is that??? if not for the fact that today was a short day, some of the handphones left in class would have been stolen... i stayed in class to mug during break as i wanted to save money[and get myself away from my drug]... i found some phones left in class on the table in plane view. had i not been there and someone found the back door unlock[we can't lock it], the phones would not have been there anymore. the last thing i want is stuff going missing from class cause of some people's lack of sence of duty. i heard that this happened to T30 earlier in the month and hope that it will not happen again.
went to the evil place to mug after school today. wanted to meet up with joash and study together. interesting sight i saw when i found him after having lunch... maybe i should not have been there and interupt the two of them...haha... oh well...can't leave even if i wanted to cause it will look strange... managed to finish viruses today and abit of chem before leaving for fencing...
fencing today was lead by kain... some pe stuff to do that i feel is nothing. went home with QY today again... went to thomson plaza first to check the comic shop cause he wanna get some comics...
went home and watch anime and play until now...haiz... rental magica not bad leh... the opening song leaves me thinking of alot of stuff...cause the worlds are so meaningful
faith by lisa komine
Believe in yourself
Be who you want to be...
I will shed no tear, I will face my fear all alone
All the doubts in mind, I will leave behind
Lost in the dark, seek for the light
I hold out my hand into the endless night
To get through the time in strife in my life
I tell myself over to never give in
Feel your heartbeat inside you
Don't be afraid
Keep the faith
That's the key to all the doors ahead
Open up your way with the brighter hopes for today
The sun will rise upon your way
Believe in yourself
You're not alone
Believe in your strength
You'll find your way
My weakness inside is something I can't hide from your eyes
So fragile and fair, so much i can bear
Breaking the chain that binds you from pain
Through gentle rain, you're free once again
Searching for truth and love in my life
Till I find my own I will never give up
Listen to the voice of your heart
Deep in your soul
Keep the faith
Let it work a miracle in your life
Never look back on sorrow and let go of your pain
The light of love shines upon your way
Feel your heartbeat inside you
Don't be afraid
Keep the faith
That's the key to all the doors ahead
Open up your way with the brighter hopes for today
The sun will rise upon your way
Believe in yourself
You're not alone
Believe in your strength
You'll find your way
haha...maybe i emo too much already
died at
22:32
