today is a rare day... the 29th of feb... once in four year event... cannot miss this chance to do something interesting... i always feel that anyone born on this day will have the coolest birthday ever...

today was rather short... 4 classes only... but... when i see friends leaving for home at 1, i have to stay back for fencing...cause fencing compition in malaysia... leaving singapore on the 7th of march...

again, the door was lock in the morning and i had to leave my bag in T30... math lect was useless... complex numbers also not coming out for common test...haiz... econs was also as useless... the teacher can't really teach well... haiz... think i have to give up econs for common test...

stayed back after school for fencing... after seeing nik and joash off at 1pm[cause their CCA step down or not on a friday] i went up to the fencing room and waited... fence for the J1s to see before going down to play ice breaking games with the J1s. PT and games followed...haiz... can't play basketbal well... paid my compition fees today and my mom came and pick me home...

my family and i went to northpoint today... my sister was emoing away cause of some shit in her life... really heck care her already... i myself have too much things to think of...

looking back on the 29th of feb, i cannot forget the 28th of feb... THE best day i had this whole week...

28th feb

God bless the 28th of feb...

the new J1s are welcomed into CJC via brother paul's talk and the pinning of the coller pin... the hour was filled with joy, laughter and a little sadness... this marks the last year of studying for me until after NS... also that the common test are less that a week away... time to fight the beast known as the COMMON TEST!!!

PE followed after that and we were to train for the fittness test next term... i have to get at least a silver for it or it means more time in NS... and thats the last thing i want... the timing i have to beat for the 2.4km run was 12.40 mins for a silver... i came in in 12.30min... haha...yes... i have to thank HM for "pushing" me on on my 5th round... i might have kept walking if not for her...lol... next mission... pull ups... i could only do 2 max last time... now i did 4... wow... 200% improvement... damn happy with myself...

the thing about today was that there will be no teaching for my class... after break was a math FA followed by a bio and chem SPA back to back... i did alright for the FA... taking into account that i did not study...

bio SPA... LOL... crickets... relive EAGLES... again, i was the onlt one who did the whole experoment... JF and jagan tried but i guess they could not catch the cricket... OMG... there was a mouting cricket in the box i went to... so interesting...

chem SPA was just writing and writing... skill A also nothing much... plan to go for bio extra lesson after class to inject some more bio knowledge into my brain before CT... but went to T30 to play cards abit before going... played bridge with rishi, elton and joanne... lost again...haiz... went down to get a cup of tea with joash and joanne before going into LT5... talked about the terrorist what escaped yesterday...lol... he is so dead if i meet up with him... can help me shapen my knives...

bio extra lessons was interesting...went through replication...needed it cause i kinda forgotten the processes of it... was hoping to do more like transcription and translation but nevermind... thats good enough...

went out to eat with rishi, joash and tim from T30 at far east KFC... than went back for night study with nik... from where i sit, the view is damn good...lol... can see everyone... went for bio lesson during night study at 2100... axon and stuff... another topic i need for the CT...

mom came and pick me again after night study and she brought for me an apple... i thank God for giving me such a good mother...

thats my uber good day... almost all of it...

why am i studying so hard?
when all i can do is just hit the mark.
so many problems of the mind,
i just hope after this i will be fine.

a day filled with fallen dreams and wasted time of sorts

i think that God has forsaken me today for everything that i was looking forward to today happened the opposite of what i have hoped for. most of everything i done is not enough, most of everything i tried my best to do gives little to no results. whatever that i have planned resulted in failure and waste of time. what i was looking forward to most today was nothing when the time came... God, have you truly given up on my worthless little soul???

i guess i just have to get use to this disapointment in life...

Strange thing that i’m writing this on my father’s van on my way home from my grandparents’ house...

This 2 days were for me to rest up and get ready for next week of school... my sore throat has gotten better thanks to an apple i ate last night...

23th feb

Sore throat still there... at least its not worse... but its not any better as well... math tuition today was rather slow... revising on diff and i can’t really grasp the concept... tangent and stuff not really my good topic...haiz...

Went home and slack after that... 4 days of heavy mugging has taken a toll on me... at least now got time to rest... slack till 1700... than have to go for chanbara...

Cheryl is back today... last week she went to japan[lucky girl]... today our legendary fighter came back as well... he maybe have gotten slower but still faster than us... can seethat he is abit slower now...but...he is still owning us[or maybe just me]. Calvin had to go off early today... so talk cock session tady was short... today’s topic is games...

Went home via 130 change 855 again.... both bus came fast...so reached home quite early... still have som anime to clear... but was surfing web more than animing... all along my throat was killing me... super painful... almost will to do anything to cure it...

In the end, i asked joanne if she knew how to cure these kinda stuff.. singer so maybe might know... she sugguested an apple... nothing to loss...try lor... did the bio online test while eating my apple... 16 min finish the test already... damn tricky test... but still managed to get 15/20...

went to sleep at 0000 under orders to rest so that my throat can heal...

24th feb

Amazing... i felt much better... my throat doesn’t hurt that must anymore... i can talk without much pain... but now can’t really talk much... that apple really worked... WOW

Today only have sci tuition... nothing much happen... my chem and bio still bout the same like that...

After tuition rush to finish my GP essay on equality... had to bring my laptop to grandparents; hiuse so that i can finish it... also had my hair cut by my aunt at my grandparents’ house...haha... i like my new hairstyle... i am so greatful for my relatives who meet up every week or so to catch up on stuff... we are more like one big family and many small ones...

Thats all that happen today... tomorrow still have to go night study and gym...YAY...

time has became a limiting factor...

been going for night study these few nights... go home also no time to blog or watch anime... today... no studying... watch anime...blog...slack...play...

quite alot has happened this week... i am feeling rather unwell these few days amounting to a rather bad cough today and lastly a uber change in voice... now i sound really different...i hurts to talk as well... my legs are aching as well due to wed's PE... run up the slope at full speed does train your legs but at a painful cost...haha...

19th feb

nothing much happened today... class ended at 2 and i had bio SPA at 3... waited in the canteen for time to pass by... SPA skill D again...still not very sure how to do it but managed to come up with rather alright answers... SPA ended at 5 and i headed to the canteen...

on my way there, went by the fencing room...sounded like someone inside fencing... it was kain and a J1 girl training saber... i got nothing better to do till 7 so i stayed there with them... in the end played one round of saber with the girl...loss 14-15 but it was all in the name of fun... but i got myself sweaty before night studywhich i should not... went down to the canteen and meet up with eirene and jane...they going night study tonight...haha...

tonight i studied outside the stuff room there... rishi joined later on but didn't do much... i finished some work today... quite proud of myself...haven't done this much work for quite some time...

mom came and pick me again... i love her for taking care of me so much... on the way back was quite tense...cause of that sms that i sent... haiz... lifes like that...

20th feb

didn't sleep well last night... woke up with a slight irritation in my throat...

short day today... but got PE...haha

PE today wasn't tough at all...i think... [uber regeating saying that]... ran 4 rounds and did some jumping... till now no real effort to do... next...reflex training... running back and forth... race with joash but we are always neck and neck... this training was just abit hard cause i was bit out of breath... had to climb[i jumped, of sorts] over that gate leading to the road... had to race up the slope 3 times... my god... pushing myself up the slope... PE ended there...

i went back up to class and slept outside class on the bench... it was a damn good sleep...really caught back some time lost from last night... was 45mins into the break when i woke up and jagan came to open the door...

fencing after school... fence a few people...win some loss some... left at 1730 to bathe and get ready for night study...

night study today with nik... outside library... slowly got less and less things to study already... did some tut and note taking before slacking off when rishi came from facil training at 2130... mom came a pick me agian... best mom in the world man...

21th feb

managed to sleep better last night but the irritation is getting worse... better drink more water

stort day today as well... after class went to TPY with nik and joash for lunch and riseballs... came back to school and went to the library to study abit before bio extra lessons... nothing much to study now... haiz... next week must start going through all the topics tested for common test...

bio extra lesson was in the new LT5 went through bio molecule and enzymes today... the T30 people are joking around behind me and joash...haha... really lighten the mood in the LT...

wanted to skip night study today... but decided not to... in the end stayed in the canteen playing DS till 1845 before heading to the library... met up with rishi and we studied together... damn... facils really got it tough man...rishi's eyes were damn bloodshot and he was getting calls during the 3 hours we were in the library... did went off for a while to check up on stuff... i followed cause i got nothing better to do... reached home at 2220 and went to sleep soon after that... hope my throat gets beter...

22th feb

my throat did NOt get better... it got WORSE...wtf... even talking is painful now...

another short day today... gp lect, chaem SPA and math lect... after it all i went to the library[again, i'm going there too many times] with joash... wanted to reseach on terrorism but ended up seaching for war and soon super robot wars...

one of my fave mach in SRW

went for fencing after that... damn... my throat got EVEN WORSE... now even my vioce sounds different... only fence 2 matchs today...won both... saw a few J1s sign up for fencing... got a few good looking girls...ya... talking to QY bout SRW when we went home...

today's target... watch all the animes that have been piling up over the pass 4 days when i was off at night study... got gundam 00, sayonara, rental magica, PERSONA, shana and shigofumi to watch... got a few nice lines that came off shigofumi...haha... it makes dying seem fun... maybe i should try...

thats all for today i guess... more anime before i go sleep

Production level damn high today...

Today was a damn long day... classes till 1600, gym till 1700 and night study till 2200...
Trapped outside class in the morning again... placed my bag, along with joash’s, in T30 before going down. Math teach also trapped outside with us before kim went to get the key...

Break time learned how to play mah-jong from jia fu via the bio/chem. Way...haha... banboo is suger... classes after that were bit boring...almost slept

PE learn how to play volleyball...i still sux at it... right after PE go gym with nik, joash and adam. Did a 8 min run and 4 sets of stuff...haha...aching hands and legs...so high from pain... went to bath after that before going to TPY for dinner with Joash... got a 1.5L green tea to power me through the night study later.

Came back and watch the volleyball team vs the fitness club in a game of hand ball... very nice match...vollyballer won... night study at 1900 with Rishi, Joash and some fencing girls. Did bio bacteria and study for econs test tomorrow... wanted to go TPY later to top up my card but mom came and fetch me... so no need... got home at 2220... slack before sleeping...

Night study tomorrow again...HAHAHAHA... i’m going nuts... meng has entered mugger mode

DAMN...today missed my chance...haiz

end of my super packed two days...

15th feb...

quite short day today... only got 4 classes...

the best thing that happened during thise 4 classes was bio lect... OMG...i topped my class in the bio test... huh??? was not even thinking that i will do well... and in the end... an A...strange things happen in life... had to go down and receive a chocolate mr.bala and mr.yeow...have to thank them for their hard work to push the lots bio grades up so much...

after that went to the evil place[maybe not so evil anymore] to mug again... haha... i have to face the fact that i have became a mugger... haiz... did vectors lV till question 14... skipping a few parts that i dunno... tomorrow go ask mr.tan...

went for fencing after that... everyone downstairs somewhere doing something while i stayed in the fencing room with QY watching him play SRW and watching G Gundam owning everything... everyone dunno go where... best bet is stay in the room time they come back... did that till 5pm like that... all the wasted hours that i could have used to do something productive...haha... nevermind... this year haven't talked to QY much...

went for rockafella after that and after dinner in school... change of clothes and waited outside the evil place for hui min and the rest of the class who were going... while waiting, met up with yvonne... the J3 that was with the insect group during EAGLES and who was so interested in millipedes having sex... she joined me and joash during the event...haha

rockafella was great... started at around 1930 like that and went till 2215... first band up was jason's band... OMG... jason is a damn good drumer, what wonderful druming... and the other players in the band were wonderful... the next band up was ok i guess... only when the bacd called class X or something like that came up and play and they brought the house down. a wonderful singer and players make for a rock on band... for a friend, i cheered my heart out for the players...

other than that... nothing really interesting happened during rockafella... joash went off early cause he lives in woodlands and to get home will take like an hour...so better leave early... when everything was over, i took 132 with yvonne and saw her off at the busstop near thomsom CC and waited for 163 or 855 to come... 855 came and i took it home reaching home al around 2300

thats my day for today... tomorrow will be the best sat of my life...haha

16th feb

overview of today... 1100-1300, math tuition... 1230-1630, science tuition... 1730-1900, chanbara... 1900-1945, talk crap... very pack ah...


woke up at 0830 today to get ready for math tuition later... left at 1035 like that for thomsom plaza area there... math tuition today was damn productive... i finished vectors lV... went to thomsomplaza after that to buy a bionicle set... yes its a child's toy but i like it... its fun to build and rebuild...haha


behold... makuta vamprah[the one i brought]

rushed home for science tuition at 1430... today went through organic chem [again] and genetics of virus and stuff... learned quite alot i guess... getting ready for common test in 2 weeks time...

1630 tuition end, i have to quickly pack for chanbara later at 1730... got there just in time... today was hand work... it was fun playing with the wooden sword with friends and chanting the oh so famed line"luke, i am your father"... i found out that the bo is a really fun weapon to use... but i'm still not good with it... but i can still perform some nice moves with it... held my own againist a match of bo againist 2 swords...

after chanbara, we had our talking section again... today was about bush and some religion stuff... we also managed to talk for bout an hour letting the time fly by...

went home via 130 change 855 again

thats today...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

well... as expected... today's export was much more then the imports... there are people from the class who mass give everyone...haha...thanks for the chocolates...well, giving IS better than receiving...

spent the last 2 nights making paper flowers for a few girls... gave 8 of them out even before school started today...haha

my hard work x 10

making the paper roses made my hands ach but overall.. i feel it was rather worth it... i just hope that the girls who got the flowers liked it...

this morning was spent giving out these flowers to 8 girls[Milu, Joanne,Suying, Ya hui, Eirene, Lindy, Hui min and Su yi]... look so strange carring a bionicle can around with the flowers inside... but at least it was worth the effort.

damn...y did V.day have to be on my longest day of the week??? and on the day with PE and bio SPA??? haha... kami-sama doesn't want me to enjoy today. still, PE was "fun"...

break time went to take the flowers for the class for the intra/inter school flower giving thing. my class only got 2 flowers of which one 1 is for real feelings... one for me[from tiffany, my cuz] and one for Liyi from god knows who. went with Joash and Adam to give flowers to their targetted girls... i brought along my last flower to look for Nicole and give to her. met her on the 4th floor and gave her... haha... she was like in shock...but i'm happy she likes it...

bio SPA today... first time i see the pra room quiet as everyone is busy writing the answers. the only people who did the exp was Nik and I... strange thing why the others don't wanna do it.

after school SUPPOSED to go for sphese visit... in the end... not going. cause Kelly go if Hui min goes and Hui min not going...so... and Dom also not going... not enough people...cancalled...

went for lunch with Joash after that... and went to the evil place to study... went out for a while and met up with ian and talked about SRW...haha... and met with Eirene and CY and she gave me a CNY/V.day card...haha... how nice... now i feel bad if i make fun of her hight again...

thats like all that happened today... going for rockafella tomorrow...

happy birthday to me...

the stort week has started and its not a good sign...i think

the week has ended...

today was hell...wait...this week was hell... test after test and a broken phone, mind and heart. how bad can it get??? i'm lossing my mind these few days... strange ideas going through my mind... like how i can looking more at how the hairstyles of a girl look rather than they face... ah... my mind is slowly rotting off into nothingness... the tests today also did not go well...math i dunno how to do the questions...die already lah...

this morning showed me a great insight into the workings of the class... i can't really understand what the girls of the class are thinking... just because the one who normally get the key did not come today, does that mean that you guys don't need to get the key??? well... had the back door been lock, this problem will not happen as someone will go and get the key... but it so happen that the back door was not lock and they just used the back door to enter the class today. therefore no one bothered to get the key to open the front door. and their excuse for not getting the key is because its not their duty to... what kind of **** is that??? if not for the fact that today was a short day, some of the handphones left in class would have been stolen... i stayed in class to mug during break as i wanted to save money[and get myself away from my drug]... i found some phones left in class on the table in plane view. had i not been there and someone found the back door unlock[we can't lock it], the phones would not have been there anymore. the last thing i want is stuff going missing from class cause of some people's lack of sence of duty. i heard that this happened to T30 earlier in the month and hope that it will not happen again.

went to the evil place to mug after school today. wanted to meet up with joash and study together. interesting sight i saw when i found him after having lunch... maybe i should not have been there and interupt the two of them...haha... oh well...can't leave even if i wanted to cause it will look strange... managed to finish viruses today and abit of chem before leaving for fencing...

fencing today was lead by kain... some pe stuff to do that i feel is nothing. went home with QY today again... went to thomson plaza first to check the comic shop cause he wanna get some comics...

went home and watch anime and play until now...haiz... rental magica not bad leh... the opening song leaves me thinking of alot of stuff...cause the worlds are so meaningful

faith by lisa komine

Believe in yourself
Be who you want to be...

I will shed no tear, I will face my fear all alone
All the doubts in mind, I will leave behind

Lost in the dark, seek for the light
I hold out my hand into the endless night
To get through the time in strife in my life
I tell myself over to never give in

Feel your heartbeat inside you
Don't be afraid
Keep the faith
That's the key to all the doors ahead
Open up your way with the brighter hopes for today
The sun will rise upon your way

Believe in yourself
You're not alone
Believe in your strength
You'll find your way

My weakness inside is something I can't hide from your eyes
So fragile and fair, so much i can bear

Breaking the chain that binds you from pain
Through gentle rain, you're free once again

Searching for truth and love in my life
Till I find my own I will never give up

Listen to the voice of your heart
Deep in your soul
Keep the faith
Let it work a miracle in your life
Never look back on sorrow and let go of your pain
The light of love shines upon your way

Feel your heartbeat inside you
Don't be afraid
Keep the faith
That's the key to all the doors ahead
Open up your way with the brighter hopes for today
The sun will rise upon your way

Believe in yourself
You're not alone
Believe in your strength
You'll find your way

haha...maybe i emo too much already

Lim Meng Hwee

07-02-1990

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