Monday, January 14, 2008
wow....i'm posting almost everyday....
amazing....
anyway, today was an interesting day. had my share of good times and bad...
in the morning, i went to pass derek from T36 some DVDs with some anime in it and when off to the hall for an event involving the whole school....J2s and the new J1s.... when i got there, those people studying in the same room as me were not there and i waited from my friend until i got really bored and when to sit on in the 2T31 row... as i was the first one there, i was the front man. joash came soon after and we talked abit before he went to sit at the back of the still empty row. it took those people 5 more mins before they came and formed the row behind me... the event was to give thanks for 2007 and give blessings for 2008. nik went up to get some good achivement award... i was happy for him but felt very angry at myself for not doing well enough in my studies to get the award while some buggers from class who did worse then me in the 2007 EOY exams got the award. i was very pissed at that... but tonight nik scolded me and told me that if i was good in my studies, i do not need an award to prove that i am good, all i need to know is that I AM GOOD... i really wanna thank him for that cause it really helped me alot and i will now strive to work very hard to prove myself to myself.
today i had 3 lects...bio, math and chem... after break was bio and chem back to back. as i had some chem HW to do, i brought it down with me for break knowing that nik and i will be trapped outside our classroom during break cause everyone will be off eating later than us and on one is in the classroom. BUT today was different... nik and i left the classroom early like we always do and plan to return after we have eaten to grab our notes and go for lect. but when we returned to the class at 1145[break was 1100 to 1200], the class was locked it is always is. no one came up to unlock it and we are trapped outside our classroom without our notes for the following lect!!! it seems that the rest of those f**ktards have taken their notes and went down to eat without a thinking that there may be some people who did not follow their chain of thought and left their notes in class.... but without my notes, i can still copy down what was on the slides, but i can't...cause my eye sight suckz and i need specs to read what is on the slides clearly. BUT...my specs are also in class....therefore...i am so screwed for the next TWO lect!!! i got very angry at those f**ktards for robbing me of my ability to refer to something during lect and that means that i may be wasting 2 hours of studying and lose out to those people. i value what i learned very much and i also want to respect the teachers by bringing my notes and understanding the lect...that the way i am... but now i can't... lucky for me nik called hui min and got the key for me at 1155 and i rushed into class and just grabbed my bag and specs and went off to bio lect... what a bunch of f**ktards who care for themselves only... もーやだ、死んじゃえー
i lost my spec casing in bio lect today....damn angry with myself... got a new one from my mother...thank you mom....
after school today, those people wanted to clean the classroom. but if they only can care about themselves, than i am the same and care for myself. i ran off to T30 after school ended and played bridge with them....haha.... did better i guess.... went off to have lunch with the T30 guys after that at TPO's LJS. interesting group of people to hang out with.... strange thing is that i have now gone out with them more that with those people... haha...went home with rishi again on 163... walking in the rain abit to get to the bus stop...
today blogged quite alot...haha...interesting... time to sleep already
still have to face those f**ktards tomorrow...haiz
died at
22:14
