Thursday, January 17, 2008
day 4 of keeping to myself and i have made a wonderful discovery... i feel damn good. i dunno y but i haven't felt this good for a very long time... the year 2 curse has returned but i can't care less about it... not now at least...
i was watching the last ep of tengen toppa again and this few lines relate very nicly to what i am going through now... after some change in the words, this is what i have come up with
to stop devolution of my mind,
i have sealed myself in this withdrawn space!
my actions are the proof of my determination
you foolish beings conceited with false friendship.
tell me, do you have that determination?
do you have the resolve to do what i did,
and protect your mental wellbeing?!
None! you have nothing nothing nothing nothing...!
you have absolutely none!
without any determination,
without any resolution,
without anything!
you use your so called friendship for your own desires,
and in return,
you have become conceited with that very thing!
that is the limitation of false friendship!
that is why you have to be annihilated!
totally unrelated towards the end but a very nice speech
today was full of tuts... chem, bio, GP and math... the whiteboard is really dead and almost cannot be used already as it now takes alot of effort ot remove the ink that has dried on it. Mr.tan was given a small [about A4] size space to teach us during the chem tut. Mr.chan had to use the notice board in the back of the class as a black board during his lesson as now even the projector is not working. it was nice to go back to using the black board again... a little funny but a fun and interesting way to spent a otherwise boring lesson. the amazing thing is that Ms.yoong could rub off the ink during her lesson to make room for the math that needed to go on the whiteboard.
forgive the bad picture taking but this was my classroom during GP lesson... i took a fast picture before jia fu thought of the idea of taking a video of the lesson. oh nik and i found out that Mr.chan also watched the dick lee video when he said a phase and we caried on with the song. very funny... talking bout nik, today we were talking bout something when Mr.chan brought up something bout future jobs... it linked to me telling nik about the alien story and soon to star wars...the wonders of speech...
jagan didn't come today and i had the sit next to me free. i still respect him but not invading his space to such a large extent but it was much easier to get my stuff out of my bag when it is placed to the side of the table rather than under it. some took over his sit to place they stuff but it didn't make a difference to me if he was there or not.
went over to T30 to play 1 round of bridge before leaving for home and tuition. haven't had chem and bio tuition for so long that my knowledge of I.E has rotten away.
it seems that there was a war there just now because of the fake meng that did not have any balls to use his/her real name when he/she wanted to shoot ben. this caused a big misunderstanding between some people. lucky for me its over... to the fake meng, i care not if you are reading my blog or not, but next time you wanna tag, grow some balls and use your real name and own up to you own work.
thats all for today i guess... haha...
my life has taken a turn for the best and i thank god for all he has done to help me in this
died at
21:35
